I became a coward in front of you, a person that doesnt make the right decisions and say the wrong things. I try to become closer to you, but there's too many distractions that pull us apart, or should I say I'm just not strong enough. I'm not makaing things hard for myself, Im trying to keep everytihng simple but apparently its not possible. I dont show you how I feel because I scared that'll ruin everytihng. For times how I wish that I could give up and move on, but a part of me keeps saying ' no, lets try it one last time'. But right now Im exhausted to be seen like this, and now, I really want to give up. We're just better off as friends. I would love to say 'well its your lost' but I cant, cuz to be honest, it felt like mine.
Maybe it seems like me and my childish thoughts, but really, its more than that.
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