It is love (:

When I realise I was on msn talking to you, I'm on your facebook profile and I'm on your blog at the same time and I kept going back and refreshing it, it hit me. I do it so naturally, because having you in my life, is also another naturally. (:

LALALA. exams are over xD

Slowly getting all our results back, but so far so good lah :D
I swear Im getting old these days )': I kept losing everything and I forgot everything. I have STML D; NOOOOOOO. My brain is damaged so bad Im turning mentally old D; ! Oh noo

Everyone leaving so soon for holidays aye. > :(
Rachie Jiayi Nicole Burt Thien Thisura etc etcc.

Your words hit me hard ):

ALL THE EXAMS ARE OVER FUDGE YEAH!!!!!!! xD
No more studying, stress free ;D YAYYYY!!!
I feel like burning all my books (: LOL

Today

Mummy went back to Malaysia , she says its time to learn how to be independent. But the timing sucks, I have exams next week -_- . But oh well, life without adults . Not as great as I thought hey.

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足,
珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有
不要這麼容易就想放棄　就像我說的
追不到的夢想　換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色　
先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧　功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義



He is. the bomb (:
How a simple song can help you through life (:

):

I know it's not your fault. But every time it happens, my heart aches, and I dont know how to stop it. I feel so small and out, I dont know what to do ):

I thought you felt it too

Don't wanna leave it all behind, But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time, Another color turns to grey, And it's just too hard to watch it all, slowly fade away. - Gotta go my own way HSM2

12.11.10

Dinner dance was epic, everyone was high especially ISABELLA. Who looked like she was on drugs. But yeah it was a really good night, food was pretty decent too :D Good memories hey, 5 years later gona look back and smile (: Everyone looked so good, Nicole looked really pretty, as usual (; , Jono Jordan and stuff looked really good :D So cool at the same time a bit weird. Disco I started off with Nicole, then lil Rach joined x) It was so good we were high, and i kept pulling jiayi in x) Slow dancing, lotsa couples were hell cute aye. But it was quite weird .. ANYWAY.
Over all its good, can't wait for metros next year now! :D

不知不觉地, 跟你说话聊天，已经成为我每天的习惯.♥

Your ways (:

Lessons learnt in life :D
Appreciate what you have, don;t take whatever you have for granted. At times when you think ur life is a mess and in ur head it keeps repeating 'screw it', think about how you still have the chance to change things around rather than complaining all day long.
Don;t take anything for granted because you don't deserve it if you don't work for it (:

我可以

我 可以 陪 你 去 看 星星
不用 再 多 说明
我 就要 和 你 在 一起
我 不 想 又 再 一次 和 你 分离
我 多么 想 每一 次 的 美丽
是 因为 你
幸福 它 真的 不 容易

♥somehow, your appearance makes everything feels right♥

如果♥

如果你累了, 放慢你的脚步, 别担心，我还是会走在你身边.
如果你生病了, 我会唠叨你,叫你睡觉,叫你吃药, 希望你不觉得烦.
如果你感到孤独, 想想我们的回忆, 也许你会感到幸福.
如果你不快乐, 我可以装傻，做鬼脸,让你微笑.
如果你想哭,给你我的肩膀依靠,帮你擦眼泪.

每次,当你需要我, 我会在你身边.

这就是我们的承诺, 你不知道的承诺.

因为,我承诺过

第一, 用小手指承诺, 然后, 拇指碰面, 把它倒转, 你看到了什么?
一颗心. 因为你许下的每一个承诺, 都是用满满的真心许下的.
所以, 不用担心, 我会遵守我的诺言, 永远不会离开你, 你也不会离开我, 不要忘记我们的承诺. ♥

You're my shinning star

You're the best thing that's ever been mine. ♥

So tired of hw + tests + assignments alr and its only week 3 . I've become extremely lazy ): But gota start study for week 7 exams ! Jiayou jiayou jiayou :D

♥

What's Minnie without Mickey
What's Tigger without Pooh
What's spongebob without Patrick
What's me without you

a>

Nicole's lyrics (: officially made into a song :D

This is how far we have been
You had an expression I've never seen
This is the part you say sorry
This is the end of our story

So why the hell do we have to part?
Isn;t this only just the start
I imagined us by the fireplace
With our baby girl all dressed in lace

So before you say goodbye
Please, just look me in the eyes
Really, do we have to part
Because I can't stop this heart

What will happen if you walk away
I am afraid I will still stay
Right here waiting for time to heal
The wound I know that will never heal.

Chorus:
I remember when you held my hand
Telling me here with me you will forever stand
You really made me felt like a princess
When I am really just a big mess

This holiday

is so boring -_-!!!

But look on the bright side, I got a job interview at Subway xD YES FINALLLYYYY
Im so excited, my mummy got annoyed when I keep saying I'll treat her Subway cookies xP She was like, eh, say like u got the job already. LOL. But yeah I need money very urgently D: so they better hire me D:

what a long story but rly good (:

昨天，他拒绝了她。
　　一直以来，她以为他总会在她的身后跟随，不论她什么时候需要他。因为他说过，他会等她一辈子的。可是，他食言了。
　　她和他是大学时候的同学。她16岁上大学，比他小两岁。在学校里，她总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他特别要好
　　她确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为她还小。直到那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给她一张电影票，期期艾艾地说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过她还是直截了当地拒绝他了。她说他不是她喜欢的类型，不会选择他的，但是他没有退却。
　　接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在她身边，关心她，呵护她，什么事情，在她要做之前他已经抢先帮她做了。可是她告诉他，他不是她喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说，他会一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
　　大学毕业后，他们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办了，连她的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎么没有看见他了？
　　5年的研究生一下子过去了，她也到了 25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一副邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，她还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。她直接了当地跟他说过她不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时她倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”
　　博士毕业后，她留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们给他送行，她没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个在她身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，她不用再喋喋不休地说，“我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。
　　很快她交了一个男朋友，他比她大6岁，家境很好，在他父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房子车子都有了。
　　可是交往深入下去，她就发现了差距。她说的话，他总是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，她才记起那个总是微笑地站在她身后，什么事情都不用她操心的他来。
　　从小她都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以她觉得身边的人都应该是这样子的，不用她费神地表达，可是她错了。
　　苦闷中她迎来了她的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子她没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉，但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为她着急了。于是她开始了一轮一轮地相亲。
　　那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让她更加想起天边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。
　　在她副教授评审述职会上，突然她发现了他。坐在台下，眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着她。唯一的变化，似乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的年轻人了。
　　原来他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在她们系，但是是一个学院。她还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。
　　他装修房子的时候她经常去他家给他参谋，似乎又回到了四年前的日子，他给她端水，削水果，给她回答工作中的种种问题。
　　那一天，他房子装修完了，邀她去吃饭。只有他们两个人，晚上的灯光很美。她知道他要说什么，有点期待，又有点紧张。果然他说，房子有了，缺一个新娘。
　　她装作没有听懂，其实她是希望他继续四年前那样的直白，直截了当地说：这辈子我会让你知道我是对你最好的。但是他没有。他只是喟了一口气，什么也没有说。
　　送她下楼的时候，他竟然握了握她的手，很紧很紧的，握得她有些生疼。幸好他很快就放开了。然后招呼也没有打就走回去了。
　　以后的日子就忽然尴尬起来，他碰见她也只是淡淡的，点个头打个招呼。校车上也不和她坐一起。等车时也不和她说话。她的硕士生答辩时请他来当委员，他也推脱了。
　　终于她看见他和别的女孩子在一起，说说笑笑的，她心里确实酸酸的，莫名其妙的还有些愤怒。她最好的朋友劝她说，他大三开始追她，她就算倒过去追他一回又有什么？都要快三十岁的人了。
　　可是，当她鼓起平生最大的勇气和他说的时候，他居然面不改色地说，“我已经有女朋友了！”
　　她也听说过他交女朋友了，但是怎么可能这么快呢？从她十九岁到现在，这么多年的感情，难道他一下子忘记了吗？他不是说过等她一辈子的吗？
　　昨天晚上她哭了一晚上。这么多年来她从没有这么哭过。难道男人真的这么容易转移感情吗？真的吗？
我之所以把这篇文章放在这是想提醒自己也提醒看过此文章的人：珍惜身边的人，尊重别人的感情。每个人都有自己的另一半，别因为他（她）有缺点而冷落她（他）因为他（她）爱你才让自己的缺点暴露在你面前，因为他（她）想爱是可以承载一切的，别让他（她）等的太久，当心死了，所有的一切也都结束了！珍惜你爱的人

3 retards day x)

Went to Nicole's house ;D Watched a Japanese movie I forgot whats it called, but it was so sad )'; Really good movie :) Ate curry puffs and curry rice, Camwhore at a park, Ate ice cream, Walk Bella to the bus stop, and had a retarded time with Nicole Liew x)/

失去后才懂得珍惜, 所以现在要好好珍惜, 不要等到后悔, 因为一切都太晚了.

day out ♥

Went to city and shop for 7 hours LOL. My legs died cuz we didnt stop at all. Hardcore shopping x)

我很想念你,我不知道我会这么想念你 ):

What TIme sit?

Holidays (: The part I love most about holidays is the feeling you know you can wake up whenever you want the next day, that the alarm clock wont have to seperate me and my beloved bed LOLOL.

YOU!

GOHJIAYI ♥
Gl for everything (: jiayou jiayou
And sleep early!
ILY ♥

TIREDNESS

Got back 2 major tests today. BOOM BOOM
SCience and Maths. LOL good thing I didnt wag x_x
Science did so crap -.- After all the studies. U kidding me. But meh, over then over S; Maths alright lah.

Put in resume today ;D ahhh finally whee
Yumeno, some sushi place, subway, cotton on and jamaicablue (:
Hope i get in one of them *fingercross*
And now Im applying KFC and MacDonalds online x) Im in desperate need of money ): I haven recharge my phone for one month plus T_T

Had assembly today and got told about dinner dance and stuff x) Im a lil excited alr :D $58... I guess its alright. Bit ex hey D;

Oh wellz, what a tiring day T_T
I fall asleep in tution . Feel so sick ):

(:

Btw, 3 on 3 finals bballers tmrw, GL

Jason Chen ♥ ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AE_MK3Fl97s (remix Love the way you lie + Not afraid)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Il89cDngeG0&feature=fvst ( Just the way you are)

HE IS. the bomb . (:


Btw, I was writing my resume. I reached the awards section so I went to take my award file. I dont remember having so many awards. Dayum, what happened to me .

我只要简简单单

Holidays coming soon ! x)
Somee pig wont be here , For 2 weeks. Whole 2 weeks, are you kidding me -_- AIYAHHHHH
Oh well , I guess she cant pack me in her suitcase so.
I'll just try to survive then. Haih.



P.s Today was damn hot , i hate the heat ):

TR. (:

At troubled times, its you who I seek
Me and you , we can say anything
The tears we cried, the laughs we had
All the way we have always been there

The letters I wrote, the lame things we say
The memories that we both had
No one can ever take it away

You , you are the brother to me,
You , you are important to me,
You , Do you know that
I love you
You and me together never leave each other till the end forever (:

Shakespeare , your english is horrible ;/

English, we were reading Jullius Ceaser . by SHakespeare .
Horrible ): Everyone was falling asleep.
I was trying to follow the words but everything sounded like Arabic to me. I didnt understand a thing. T____T wth
Jiayi had her face glued to the book xP Nicole was swinging her head from left to right. She was asleep and was 30 pages ahead of the thing. x) haha Love that girl.
But yeah, Shakespeare is terrible ):



Im already in such a holiday mood . dont want to go to school D:
and Im sick -_- cant breathe properly. URGH. can feel the fever coming.

Second most horrifying dream ):

It was a freaking earthquake.Everything felt so damn real ): Anyone that watched 2012 will know how it feels . I was running like mad, cuz the ground keep cracking and people just fell in there and died. -_- And I forogt some part of it. And then everyone was in this room, lots of people I know were in this dream, how weird :/ And yeah everyone get send down to this tube thing and in front of it was burning flames. I remeber sstanding in front of the fire . Some people got thrown in the fire. So weird -_- and I forgot a whole part. Next thing i remember was I woke up in my house, everything was perfectly normal. I went downstairs seeing everyone was there except my brother. I asked mum where gor gor/ she looked at me and say what gor gor, we never had a son. I was * I cant find the word to describe when u realise u never had a brother u lived with for 15 years* . Yeah, I rmb crying, felt so weird. And The dream ended up with me texting jiayi asking her if shes still alive ..It went like : OI U THR TELL ME URE THR OMGOSH. Yeah.


But the feeling was so real, I cant get over this dream. I woke up stoned, sitting on my bed for 5 minutes. LOL I went downstairs and discovered my brotheres still there and I was so happy. LOL , what a weird dream.

Too much to ask?

Im so tired to keep up with this, I don't have whatever it takes to become what you want me to be. I dont dare to step out of the line fearing u saying Ive changed, so I kept it in. I dont blame for what you did, but Im so tired of chasing that line knowing I can never reach even if I try to. And the saddest part of all is the feeling that I dont belong here anymore. I dont want you to give up on me, but at the same time I wish you understand I need my space , and I can deal with me and my own life.

Just feel like posting this (:

我爱你你是我的朱丽叶
每一天都要和你在一起
不管要等多久,只要你也愿意
把愛不放開,
我想要变成你的罗密欧.
我想要每天牵着你的手,
幸福的每一天,快乐的每一天,
美麗的愛情祝福你和我

What you mean to me ♥

HUBBA BUBBA (:

How fast, its week 9. Term 3 weeks 9.
Anyway good luck to all carnival ppl tmrw! <3 Just do ur best and thats all needee ;D


Another hardcore guitar night. Whee x)

JIS ♥ Good times (:

小小的手掌 大大的力量

Stressing so bad cuz of the major maths test, i wasnt paying any attention in class so right now im pretty much very screwed. I tried to study but i dont know where to start cuz i dont know how to do MATHS. ERGH. Grades failing bad ): Gta turn that nerdy brain on! JIAYOU!

Goodluck to all PMR and WACE ppl (: !

有了你在心上,已经是天堂

Everyone has their goals to achieve in life, some super goals that takes a lot of effort , some tiny goals like lost whatever kgs in whatever days. But sometimes, you have to stop moving forward, look around you, take a rest and appreciate what you have. Think about what you have right now, the family that will never leave you for whatsoever reasons,parents scold you and you guys argue, but hold that thought and ask yourself why. The friends that go through things with you tgthr and have those super retarded times you'll look back and laugh your head off. The ones that you share secrets with and you know that you'll never be alone. Even some people that you have never thoguht that will have such a great influence on you or had got closer and closer to you. You'll realise what you need is there all along. You suddenly realise how simple life can be. You realise, that love is so great (: Love, thats the word .

Love them as much as you can now, because we can't predict the future. When you lose them, thats the part where u regret and blames the world.

This is for those people in my life, you know who you are x)
我爱你

Nicole Liew aka zhu tou number 4 !

Today is a special day (: , 7th of September.生日快乐！^_^
You're the kind of friend I couldnt live without. Food is all you ever think about and thats awesome about you x) Your singing is horrible at times x) BAHAHA . BUT. I love it ;P You have the funniest facial expressions and you talk about the most disgusting stuff. You are the Nicole liew i will always love (:

等待已经失去意义

越来越多理由, 让距离越来越远. 你真的不知道吗？好像已经到达终点.
有些事, 不是靠决心就可以. 很多事,不管你多么努力, 结局是不会改变的.
如果爱情不能勉强, 那放手, 会比较好吗？朋友,将会是我们最后一站.

只要你快乐就好, 只要你不哭就好, 祝你幸福傻瓜 ♥

I tend to take things for granted too much, Im sorry if I take you for granted too . :(

WHOA!

Was jogging beside the river.
SAW 6 DOLPHINS ;D so coool
What a dramatic scene xP dolphins keep coming out the river + sunset (:
awesome scene man. (:



Have you ever realise? You always say how important I am to you, that I'm on your top 3 list, and that makes me all happy. But when some things come in the way, where am I again? Top what? SCrew it.

So hard to be a nice person

我想要的, 我知道我不能拥有, 现在要前进, 还是留在这里.

Dramas + Movies !

LeeHom's new movie "Love in disguise" :D


Black and White


Iris


Step up 3


Inception


Mischievous Kiss (Korean version of It started with a kiss ) xP


Salt

It's not that you changed, it's because I din't know who you really are after all. I'm glad I get to see this side of you.

The horrible week 7 and 8 ):

All the assignments are due and all the test + assesment .
Haih, time to switch the nerdy brain on !


In photography today
Me Jiayi and Nicole were doing smth ...I forgot what was it
Jono: You guys so childish !
On his computer screen : POKEMON. LOLOLOL.
He can't talk ;P

Oh and

GoodLuck all 3 on 3 bballers! (:

理想情人♥

你心裡理想情人是幾分
是否也會有我的份

好想知道你的100分　會給怎樣的人
親愛的你不要再陌生　增加我戲份
我想問　親愛的你把感情升等
朋友變成情人　可不可以
告訴我標準　不要讓我一直等

So, if you can, tell me :)

There's no me without you

FAMINE !!

I'm doing food and furniture. NO food and furniture for 40 hours ..
FOOOOODDDD!! T_T for a person like me that eats so often like every few hours T_T this is impossible. BUT i did it (: Have to go through so much thunder storms in my tummy and I got there haha (:

I was half sleeping on the floor and someone went in my room
And suddenly my tummy made this massive noise cuz i was too hungry -,-
That person jumped and ran out of my room xD hahahha

And yesterday me jiayi and bella were in the car and jiayis dad kept talking abt KFC and CHICKEN. on purpose D; Three of us were dying... And when he and Zac came in the car with McDonalds three of us held our breath LOL.

AND npow that its over :D Im sick ):... haih
It ended at 1am last ngiht, I went downstair and cook instant noodles ... LOL how lonely but the tummy cant wait any longer so (;


U know whats the best part? I lost 1 kg ! which is what I've been trying to do for a long time x)



GOOD LUCK for everyone thats still doing the famine! Its almost over!!

Keep praying, oh Im always praying
I keep on trying,
But why do I always end up crying
Escaping, from the truth I am running,
Think to myself that its nothing,
when all I can do is fake smiling....

Chorus:
This all, is not meant to be,
The heart hurts, when you look at me,
keep trying to act strong ,you've made up your mind girl
But you've conquered my heart how to move on.
This crush, is it ought to be?
Distractions, separate you and me,
But now, I see...
These hurting aint worth you and me

Verse 2:
It's raining, oh outside it's pouring,
Sadness keep on filling inside me,
Im wishing, that right now you're beside me,
Playing the guitar that you're teaching,
And both of us are laughing..

Chorus.

That we're better off as buddies.

PARTY + SLEEPOVER

WaS Really awesome P:! So many people and so much food ;D and a super awesome cake which has three of us on it. LOL i never imagine myself to look like dat and its so cool. Sleepover ♥♥

Except the fact that Nicole stole my blanky and I have to shiver the whole night. nt really its in the morning xP
And her bum sticking out so bad im almost on the floor -,-/ haih. *eyebags*


STILL AWESOME!

After went to tution, SO GAY -.-
And went to jiayis house as usual =] and hardcore baddy with jiayi zac and her dad ._.\ my right hand died, in pain....

And then youth (: Awesome speaker from New York. LOL Joash Jeremy and ben went (: hw awesome.
JIAYIGOH: I spent almost the whole bday with you except one hour bcuz I was dirty and needa shower.
Feel the love retard ♥


O: mummys bday tmrw. SO MANY BDAYS!

10.08.2010

It's been so long since I was called the birthday girl LOLOL hahaha
But thanx everyone today, I feel so loved (: LOLOL. Special thanks to Thisura Ranatunga for the expensive huge teddy bear ! Ily bro (: Other presents are so awesome as well :D I love you guys so much (: seriously.

Funny thing, I woke up this morning and have the huge urge to pee. While I was half sleeping I walk to the toilet and saw someone holding a guitar. YAYYY MY GUITAR :D I was so excited I forgot to pee XP.

Happy happy day ~ wheeee.
and you know what makes it better?

Sleepover this week ♥
WAH!

7th August . definitely a day to remember lol.

here goes my story .
today was a very bad day . after scholastic aunty fetch us to murdoch station and bein healthy we took the massive stairs . while we were halfway there , Jiayi was like omg man you know what im so tired already and we started laughing coz' we werent even there yet . continue the journey i didnt bring my smart rider so i bought a concession ticket because being azn its cheap and idk what a concession ticket is . when we reach the city i was very insecure with my concession ticket . there were 2 exits . one was the massive whites and the other was a little indian so being human i went to the little indian but he wasnt as friendly as i expected . i smiled at him in the most innocent way possible and showed him my ticket . he replied by saying how old are you ! got bank card ! student ID ! NEXT TIME 100 fine !! *rips ticket* oh and he said it in a *deep indian accent *

i was already and a bad mood . then city had fun . ktv and stuff . on the way back all of them talked me into buying a concession ticket and i did again . and this time the lady said the same thing but with a very white accent . when we reached mnurdoch station . bella just had to go to the toilet so we missed the bus by 1 minute and the next one was in 40 mins . we paniced and stuff . we check the train the next one was in 4 minute so we decided to take it back to bullcreek . i decided to be a good girl and buy ticket but everyone just ran and forgot to tag in . they ask me hurry and before i could do anything the train was here . we all ran downstairs and finally got in . SO CLOSE . then we reached bullcreek and we ran upstairs . who knew our bus was already here and we ran for it . we didnt even know which bus it was honestly . we just saw 50 something and we went in it .

then we all so tired . like running marathon . in the bus , we didnt know where to stop off . until i keep asking is it here . maybe . is it? and the smart jiayi decided to press the button and lucky its right . we got home and all so tired . then went off to youth . we keep laughing and cannot stop . now i feel like a writer . how u like me novel . experience and memories ill never want to forget :D

如果我愛上　你的笑容　要怎麼收藏　要怎麼擁有
如果你快樂　再不是為我　會不會放手　其實才是擁有


The only difference between before and now is , now even if I know you put all your attention at someone else, I'll just look away rather than keep looking at how happy you are with them ,because now I see myself as just another friend of yours. (:

August babies !

2 days to isabella ling en's bday
3 days to Steffi Lee Yin's bday
7 days to JiaYi Goh's bday
7 days to Jaxtin THam's bday
9 days to mummy's bday
11 days to Rachel Ho's bday

WHEEEE :D

Tear me inside out.

I became a coward in front of you, a person that doesnt make the right decisions and say the wrong things. I try to become closer to you, but there's too many distractions that pull us apart, or should I say I'm just not strong enough. I'm not makaing things hard for myself, Im trying to keep everytihng simple but apparently its not possible. I dont show you how I feel because I scared that'll ruin everytihng. For times how I wish that I could give up and move on, but a part of me keeps saying ' no, lets try it one last time'. But right now Im exhausted to be seen like this, and now, I really want to give up. We're just better off as friends. I would love to say 'well its your lost' but I cant, cuz to be honest, it felt like mine.

Maybe it seems like me and my childish thoughts, but really, its more than that.

奢望流星會出現 愿,如果真的實現 愛,能不能永遠

DRAMAS TO BE WATCHED!!

First up,which Ive watched 10 episodes! God of Study (:


P.s Hot guy in it O: Yoo Seong Ho


Second one! - The X Family.


Third one -KO one !!


Fourth one!! Rolling Love


Fifth one! Personal Taste (:


Sixth ! PS man (;


Seventh!! LOL more to go guys (: -simmer's desire


Eighth!!! Gossip Girl season 3 :D


Nineth!! Cinderella's sister


Tenth ! O: - Pandaman
Directed by Jay CHou (;


Eleventh! The M riders!



The rest doesnt have a front cover cuz its too new ):
12. Sunshine Angel ( coming out in 2011 )
13. Death Girl


Sunshine Angel: Acted by wu zun , Rainie Yang, Genie Chuo and George Hu :D
Death Girl: Acted by Aaron Yan, Serena Fang, lollipop and hey girl!

Ohh one last thing. This guy acted in The X Family and Rolling Love ♥♥
Name: Danson Tang (;




Cant wait to watch all of thesee !!

If nothing last forever, will you be my nothing?

CAnt believe 3 more days to CHina :D Im gona have a brand new closet when I come back wheeeee xP China China here I come (;! ♥

Today's highlight:
My chicken got snatch away by someone xP
Slept in double Maths
Was alone during recess )':
Ate ice cream in such a cold weather but surprisingly felt awesome (Y) *treat from Bella* :D
Own in Badminton!!!!!
Got scratch by Nicole ad starts bleeding in Bball
And got told that tmrw = no school!





You know, that is a freaking bookstore . o_o
World's secong or third largest bookstore in the world.

I know we have a problem, a problem that have been going on forever. I tried to cover it up, but deep down I know Im so insecure.

Don't tell me everything stops here.

What's going on? Im really lost. Lost in our memories, lost in reality. You mean a lot to me, a lot more than you think. I know you have your reasons for everything, I trust you in whatever you do that you think is right, I know you need your space too, but this time, I really need to know why, even if i try , i can't stop thinking about the same thing over and over again. I can't promise to fix all your problems, but i promise you won;t have to face them alone. The thought of you leaving me kills, it really does. I was selfish and inconsiderate, because all i can feel is the pain and my mind doesnt have the space to think straight, but now i realize, even if i try my very best which I did, life cant go on without you. I know I've lost something really important on the way, but I can't go back and pick it up and I force myself not to look back, but the truth is, thats just made me miss you more and more..


I know I don't say this often, but ILY ♥

你一句话, 無可取代,愛上你放不下

Awesome day today ;P Should make it a tradition !

What a long weekend ):

English poster, Two sose assignments, CBA assignment which has like a very thick sheet >_> and I jus made up the observation crap.
But the good thing is, I've done it. How many brain cells have sacrifice themselves to achieve this >__<" Good job for them xP

Week 8 O: 4 more weeks to go. OMG so damn fast, week 1 of this term seems like yesterday O:, ok not yesterday but you know doesnt feels like 7 weeks has past. I think this year pass really quick >_<, why so?


Is he your path? If he is, then go for it. What's holding you back is not worth losing him.

Oh No ! D:

Omgosh CBA assignment >_< I dont want to interview some business owner .I'll just make crap up and sounds pro :/

愛錯-王力宏


北風毫不留情　把葉子吹落
脆弱的她選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息　風才感覺寂寞
整個冬天　北風的痛沒人能說

＊我從來沒想過　我會這樣做
　從來沒愛過　所以愛錯
　我從哪裡起飛　從哪裡降落
　多少不能原諒的錯　卻不能重來過　＊

翻開回憶角落　完美的生活
以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初　那個故事背後
原來是我　犯下從沒承認的錯
在這少了你的世界　找不回那些感覺
其實我不想道別　那些過去
請你原諒我的愛錯

Suddenly motivated

By some weird reason LOL. First time doing assignment at midnight and its a friday night ._. 1 assignment down , 2 more to go!

I can't promise to fix all your problems, but I can promise you don't have to face them alone.

Happyily ever after is so once upon a time

I haven't seen that smile for so long, I dont care if you're smiling at me anymore, I just need to see you smiling.

3 assignments and 1 speech to go ): SIGH.

transition xP

Talks, motivational speakers, careers expo which we grab all the free stuff xP. Haha jokes we asked questions too (: Quite good, should do this more often !
I still have one subject remaining that Idk what to choose . I swear I've changed my grids and subjects so many times cuz the whle paper are scribbled in different shapes and signs Idk what I chose alr and I have to rub everything out and do it again . Gosh. Im not good at deciding ..

Oh & free sausage sizzleeeee
Grab 1 free ticket from Jin xP. Heh.


"Maybe sometimes..
you have to stop waiting,
For someone to come along,
And fix what's wrong.

Maybe ..
You have to stop..
feeling sorry for yourself
and realize that no one else has the right answer.

Maybe sometimes..
You just Have to be
Your Own
Hero.."

Don’t hate me because I wasn’t who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish, you never took time to find out the real me.

Keep believing

When you're with someone, you don;t really notice about the littlest things they do, but when u lose them, those are the things that makes you miss them so much.

Daddy came (Y) Waited for ages cuz 4 planes landed at once ._.
Dramas FTW ♥♥

Turn those dreams into plans (:

The world's unfair, I know it now..

Zac Efron new movie : Charlie St Cloud.
SHIT the trailor's good, so damn sad. And its only the trailor. And damn hes hot ! xP

Check out the trailor: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Z6xaM8UX8U

It's Rossmoyne

Subject selection form , hottest topic in Rossy year 10 right now LOL. Systems are so crap,we need prerequisites D; I dint even heard of that name before. People that are off by 1 or 2 % couldnt get in the courses they want. Teachers are like , Those of you that are off by a few percent, dont beg the teachers to get into the courses you want because they've been told NOT to. If u didn't reach the mark thats needed, well then, TOO BAD..

So true so true

Take me away

It's for my own selfish reasons, but I still hope that no matter what happen you won't leave me...
Got subject selection form today. Suddenly realise we're so near to future. Next year we're year 11 already. WOW. Blue shirts ><


Someone



From all these.

Ahaha Soooo cute ♥♥ RAWR